Budak-budak...haishh..

2-3 hari ni, budak2 ni asyik gaduh-nangis, nangis-gaduh..Kakak paling senang nangis, adik pulak asyik buli kakak. Adik ni perangai lebih kepada mama, agresif, garang, nak gadoh je..Kakak pulak perangai lebih kepada mama, sensitif, sikit2 nak nangis..Sudah..eloklah tu, dua-dua ikut perangai aku.

Peace..no war okay budak2..

Tido lah kat mana pun asal korang tak gaduh dan bahagia sentiasa..

Demi budak kecik yg manja tahap gaban ni jugak, mama cancel lah conference mama dalam masa terdekat ni.

QiR 2011, Bali Island

3rd RCNRM 2010, Langkawi

 WEC 2010, Kuching

Where to next? Budak-budak, korang nak pegi mana?

Treat for solehah girl

Its been a week plus we've been staying without MFS around. Nothing much changed. I am still in stable emotion since the kiddos didn't ask much about their father. I am being mischievous by asking them, "Abah balik nanti mama pegi Amerika boleh?" and SAZ replied "Ala..taknakla" dengan muka monyok. The sincere response makes me think of reviewing my future plan for next year.  The target must be cannot leave out the kids.

My early morning routine were still disorder. Woke up 1 hour earlier than usual will be much better to avoid chaotic I guest. Prepare SAZ to kindergarten, FT to her baby sitter and feed them before going. Indeed, a very good exercise for me especially to cut down the nightmare weight. huhuhu..so bad..increasing 2kgs weight last month. Well, who care..:)

I planned something for SAZ today since we have been stucked in the house this few days. Only two of us, we went to Jusco Bandar Baru Perda, which was approximately 35minutes driveway from home via highway okkk..errkk..

 My precious SAZ was having her favorite BR ice cream and her lovable cinnamon sugar pretzel..She just loved sweet treats. Like her mom..ehe..

The special treat was due to her outstanding achievements in her Fardhu Ain school, 'Tahfiz Impian Kasih'. Very well done dear..

Both of us were also having fun watching Puss in Boots. I spent my precious time to the fullest with my SAZ today and I really feel contented to see her smiling face. Semoga perasaan rindu SAZ pada abah dia akan hilang sedikit memandangkan setiap malam dia tidur dgn abah dia. Be strong girl.

 Babah waz here..

 Hi babah! Babah & automation, automation & babah, both are best friends.

Just chill..

He'll be moving to the States very very soon. Yes, indeed he'll be leaving us for 3 months. The longest period we've ever stayed without him before this was just two weeks. Let's time decide. I hope the kids and I will be able to stay the way we are, though without him around.

She passed the basic conversation

Since I sent SAZ to one of the so called 'International Kindergarten' by the locals in Nibong Tebal, her capability in English Communication is never been tested in front of me. One day, while we were having our late lunch at Dimiral's Grill (western restaurant owned by a Malay Doctor) where the workers (waiters) are all foreigner, SAZ was asked a few questions by them.

Woker: What is your name?
SAZ: Syifa
Worker: How old are you?
SAZ: Five (showing her 5 fingers)
Worker: Do you want ice cream?
SAZ: Yes.. (nodding her head)
Worker: What flavor do you want?
SAZ: Chocolate.

Very well done girl ! I just staring with patience at their conversation. As I know, since little, SAZ is a very shy person especially when confronted with strangers or people she rarely met. She will zip her mouth and looking at me or her father to answer on behalf of her if she was questioned. The above conversation might seem too easy or simple, but for me, she had impressed me a lot with her progress. Besides, she also had impressed me with unexpected answer while we were shopping.

Me: Syifa, you stay here, I want to get something. Pls do not touch anything on the rack okay.
SAZ: Mama, I already touched ..(with big grinned)
Me: My dear..

It is a pleasure to have teachers who had put much efforts to train my SAZ. I mustn't deny that I can't do that not because of not enough time or busy, but truthfully due to my less patience in teaching the kids.

SAZ was sent to Fardhu Ain class from 3 to 5 pm. I'll write more about her progress on the different aspect in future.


"I mustn't feel proud of myself for not able to teach my kids as a real mother does. Please forgive me."

AHAR