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Baru balik dari register standard 1 untuk anak sulung. Melangkah masuk sekolah dengan mata berkaca, penuh rasa sebak dan doa tak putus-putus. Semoga akhlak Syifa Az Zahra sentiasa terpelihara di sekolah baru ini, menjadi muslimah yang hebat, berjaya dunia akhirat. Keluar dari pagar sekolah, masih teruskan niat, tapi air mata tak dapat bendung lagi. Berderai dalam kereta..:)

Haishh..itu belum hari pertama sekolah darjah 1.

Dah 6 tahun mama besarkan Syifa

In the spotlight

Kids, please stay healthy. I pray for both of you to recover soon and also pray so that Allah will forgive all my sins.

These are all the latest pics collection of them. Someone was strongly missing them.

Kakak batuk yang sangat teruk hanya waktu malam. Hampir dua per tiga tidur malamnya diisi dengan batuk berkahak tanpa henti. I'm glad to have my mum who sleep beside her, monitor and calm her down while she was having her very bad cough. Rasanya malam semalam opah hanya dapat tidur nyenyak 2 jam. Risau sangat cucunya tak selesa. Ada je yg opah akan buat untuk kurangkan batuk. However, no matter how less sleep she has, opah akan tetap bangun seawal pukul 5.30 pagi, terus mandi dan solat subuh. Unlike anak pompuan dia ni, seboleh-boleh nak curi masa qada balik kekurangan tidur. Hmm...

Adik pulak dah disahkan Doctor menghidap hand foot and mouth disease. Anak-anak saya dah pernah kena penyakit ni. So dah boleh expect dah, how was the situation I'm going to face dengan adik nanti. Dalam pada tengah menulis entry ni, 2 kali terhenti sebab adik nangis. I am fully prepared for next stages.

Ada juga beberapa orang yang bagi macam-masam andaian berkaitan kenapa anak-anak boleh terjebak dengan sakit ni. Typical assumptions adalah seperti cuaca tak elok, memang musim orang tak sihat, berjangkit dari taska dan sebaginya. From my point of view, besides not rejected all the assumptions, sy rasa ada kaitan dengan perkara yang berlaku last week. Last week saya jadi 'singa jadian' dekat budak-budak ni disebabkan perkara-perkara yang saya tak suka. Mungkin Allah nak balas there and then apa yang saya dah buat kat anak-anak ni.

Muhasabah..

They are all safe with me..

Halo babah, not too worry okay. Your 'pokok' are all safe under my supervision..ngeh3x..Punya takut pokok2 MFS ni mati, tiap-tiap hari mesti bagi mandi dulu sebelum bagi mandi anak-anak.

See, I did not lie you...

Fresh green and fertile..

 So..so..okay la..

 This one I like most..turmeric plant, the fat one..wallah !

But..erk..not for this. Sorry..

 I don't have any idea what happen to this tomato plant? By default, you should count on weather as well :) perhaps..it has not enough love from you. Yes, you.

Lil Fatin got letter from America.

How suweeeet !

Why you grow up so fast, adik.

Look, she's already 2 y.o. Oh dear..you grew up in a blink of eye from my perspective. You wanna know why adik? Coz you can talk like an 'orang tua' already (ditambah perisa dengan slang utagha)...yet you are still small adik. Please wait for mama to catch you up dear.

No abah this year..

However, we have our beloved opah & wan to celebrate with..Again for the second year, Fatin's birthday was celebrated at granny's home.

I can say, Fatin inherit a balance traits of her parents', me and my husband. Not to discuss further. I'm sure all parents want the best for their children. Work for it and pray to Allah. I could also experience dissimilar case in raising up both of them.That's the beauty of life.

Last but not least, can you see what is the time this post was published?? I should continue with my grant application since I have promised my co-sv to submit to her tomorrow although my spirit and soul was more to bed...huwaaa..tomorrow is Saturday maa....

Cheers

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