Kerja tak pernah habih..

Bila rasa tertekan dengan kerja research di tengah hari ni...saya pun buka blog saya. Dan saya pun create new post... (Rajin update blog sekarang ni ye)

Kenapa saya mesti stress, ramai lagi org lain di serata ceruk dunia yg lagi susah dan stress dgn macam-macam jenis masalah. Dan saya pun pernah merasa tertekan satu ketika dahulu akibat kepenatan. Hok ni masalah ni saya cari sendiri..sendiri cari penyakit..so takyahla nak mengadu domba.

Shopfloor engineer a.k.a cleaner kehormat (gambar di atas)..heheh.. ketika menuntut MSc di Coventry sekitar tahun 2007 dan 2008.Woke up as early as 6am, tunggu bas kat jalan besar depan rumah untuk ke Woolworth Hypermarket nih. Habis kerja pukul 8.30am, rush naik bas ke Coventry Univ untuk masuk kelas yang start pukul 9am. Memang terkocoh-kocoh, penat jantung makcik ni berfungsi. Begitulah hari-hari selama 5 hari seminggu. Tapi memang slim la..aww..Turun 5kg. Uwekk, nak muntah baca. Andai masa diulang, rasanya takmau buat dah mcm nih. Tapi Alhamdulillah, dalam kelas tak mengantuk pulak dan boleh focus, masa undergrad dulu asyik terrtdo jek dalam kelas. Haipp, bukan semua kelas ye..kelas yang susah nak paham jek..(Yang ni tak bagus, jangan ikut tau)

Karen, promoter kat tempat kerja saya.

Gambar atas ni pulak keje once a week jek. Newspaper distributor-Coventry Observer. Kalau kena distribute hari-hari, mmg saya mintak resign awal2 lah. Itu pun saya banyak ngelat, husband saya yang banyak hantar. Keje ni pun boleh membahayakan jantung anda sebab kadang2 bila kita letak paper ni kat postbox depan pintu, tiba2 anjing menyalak kuat dan lompat kat pintu tu. Memang tekojut den. Keje ni yang bestnya boleh pegi keje bawa anak skali. Yg si kecik berbaju merah dlm gamba tu, itulah pembantu setia saya. Walaupun dalam snow, dia tetap peneman yang setia sambil krup krap krup krap makan biskut tesco. Bila penat, lepak jap kat taman sambil tengok pigeon. Push chair yang saya gunakan untuk letak newspaper tu memang sangat berjasa. Graco brand gedabak besar kan. Dah selamat dah saya jual dekat carboot dengan harga 20pound..Wah..berbaloi-baloi..Kalau ada masa nanti saya letak gambar kenangan berniaga di carboot UK sebelum kami berangkat pulang ke Malaysia untuk let go barang-barang rumah yang tak dibawa balik.

Tinggal kenangan dan pengalaman semua tu..Ok, back to work, 2nd paper to be submitted before 8 Mei.

**Entry motivasi untuk saya kembali semangat bekerja dengan kesenangan yang ada.

For own sake of future..

Woke up in the middle of the night after feeling something is not being settled. Guess what is the matter?? It is not relate neither my PhD works nor house chores, it involve with my final year student project seminar paper which is not yet corrected.

The 1st draft of seminar paper (read again please...FIRST DRAFT, which means this is the first time i look at it) was just emailed to me from this very 'beautiful person' this evening and this needs to be checked very-very-very prompt because of this 'beautiful person' needs to submit the seminar paper to her evaluator panels this coming monday. What a clever beautiful lady. Do you think that within 1 day or less you can submit the best piece of work and do you think 2nd draft was the final draft??! Too much thinking but no action was bad too..huhuh..

After browsing her paper one shot, I sent her sms telling "I need two weeks to review and comment on your works since there are a lot major corrections".

My dear student..As you are not a primary school little girl, I am sure you can think of what i am trying to tell you and I kept reminding you this semester so that you wont forget as human simply forget. But why is this still happen again..Your teacher thought that you have learnt from the past mistakes (FYP 1).

From my own point of view who started as underdog, the desire to success in life must comes with good self management, discipline, hardwork + doa, and in some cases, brilliant thinking which comes from reading and experiences. Success does not comes easily. Please help yourself before people could help you. The choices are in our hands, whether we want to change or not for the sake of own future and benefits others, InsyaAllah for more barakah. This is a big reminder for myself. The idea might be wrong. Don't take it as 100% correct. 

My dear students..I treat all of you as my own children..I'm happy to see your accomplishment in life although as a housewife (sgt tinggi martabat menguruskan rumah tangga dengan baik & berilmu for the ladies). For gentle men, please find great jobs or set up own business out there..My doa will always be with all of you.

Terharu..

Di suatu malam selepas maghrib..

Adik jatuh dari sofa, kepala dulu dalam keadaan mengiring. Uwaaaaa....(sekuat hati sambil pegang kepala)

Mama: Kakak!!! kakak duduk tepi adik kenapa tak sambut adik!! Kakak tak sayang adik ke!! (Sambil memeluk erat adik untuk menenangkannya. Air mata mama dah menitik. Sebelah tangan lagi cubit peha dan telinga kakak) 

Kakak: (Lari menyorok bawah meja sambil teresak-esak..)

Abah: Kakak kecik lagi..tak sengaja tu..

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Suasana dah kembali tenang bila adik dah kembali tersenyum dan gelak-gelak.

Mama: Tadi kenapa kakak tak tolong selamatkan adik?

Kakak: (Dalam dok ceria main dengan adik, air mata dia menitik). Mama jangan marah kakak. Kalau marah nanti Allah tak sayang. Masuk api neraka. Kakak sayang mama..

Mama: (Peluk kakak sambil bagi penjelasan kenapa dia kena marah..dan juga minta maaf pada kakak sebab tanpa fikir panjang mama cubit dia)

Oh Allah, please make my Syifa a good muslimah and please make her never miss her solat. Amin..

**SAZ, anak yang lembut hatinya dan sangat sensitif. Setiap teguran perlu dibuat secara lembut dah berhemah.

The news brighten up my day

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Dear AHAR,

Thank you for submitting your paper for the 12th International Conference on Quality in Research (QiR) 2011. Please find attached the official notification of paper acceptance.

Your paper has been reviewed and we are pleased to announce that it is accepted and your paper is selected to be published in Advanced Materials Research. If you agree to publish in Advanced Materials Research (AMR) Journal, please sign the copyright transfer and reformatting your manuscript to the AMR template. 

The copyright transfer and AMR template are attached. Manuscript that is published in the AMR, will not be included in the Conference Proceeding, but will be included in the Abstract / Program Book.

 

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Syukur..Alhamdulillah. Moga insan kerdil ini tidak lupa untuk sentiasa bersyukur atas rahmat yang diberikan dan bersabar atas ujian-ujian yang diturunkan.

Al-fatihah untuk bapa mertua, Allahyarham Haji Shaari Ali yang pergi meninggalkan kami pada 5 March 2011. Semoga roh arwah ditempatkan dikalangan yang soleh disisiNya.