Treat for solehah girl

Its been a week plus we've been staying without MFS around. Nothing much changed. I am still in stable emotion since the kiddos didn't ask much about their father. I am being mischievous by asking them, "Abah balik nanti mama pegi Amerika boleh?" and SAZ replied "Ala..taknakla" dengan muka monyok. The sincere response makes me think of reviewing my future plan for next year.  The target must be cannot leave out the kids.

My early morning routine were still disorder. Woke up 1 hour earlier than usual will be much better to avoid chaotic I guest. Prepare SAZ to kindergarten, FT to her baby sitter and feed them before going. Indeed, a very good exercise for me especially to cut down the nightmare weight. huhuhu..so bad..increasing 2kgs weight last month. Well, who care..:)

I planned something for SAZ today since we have been stucked in the house this few days. Only two of us, we went to Jusco Bandar Baru Perda, which was approximately 35minutes driveway from home via highway okkk..errkk..

 My precious SAZ was having her favorite BR ice cream and her lovable cinnamon sugar pretzel..She just loved sweet treats. Like her mom..ehe..

The special treat was due to her outstanding achievements in her Fardhu Ain school, 'Tahfiz Impian Kasih'. Very well done dear..

Both of us were also having fun watching Puss in Boots. I spent my precious time to the fullest with my SAZ today and I really feel contented to see her smiling face. Semoga perasaan rindu SAZ pada abah dia akan hilang sedikit memandangkan setiap malam dia tidur dgn abah dia. Be strong girl.

 Babah waz here..

 Hi babah! Babah & automation, automation & babah, both are best friends.

Just chill..

He'll be moving to the States very very soon. Yes, indeed he'll be leaving us for 3 months. The longest period we've ever stayed without him before this was just two weeks. Let's time decide. I hope the kids and I will be able to stay the way we are, though without him around.

She passed the basic conversation

Since I sent SAZ to one of the so called 'International Kindergarten' by the locals in Nibong Tebal, her capability in English Communication is never been tested in front of me. One day, while we were having our late lunch at Dimiral's Grill (western restaurant owned by a Malay Doctor) where the workers (waiters) are all foreigner, SAZ was asked a few questions by them.

Woker: What is your name?
SAZ: Syifa
Worker: How old are you?
SAZ: Five (showing her 5 fingers)
Worker: Do you want ice cream?
SAZ: Yes.. (nodding her head)
Worker: What flavor do you want?
SAZ: Chocolate.

Very well done girl ! I just staring with patience at their conversation. As I know, since little, SAZ is a very shy person especially when confronted with strangers or people she rarely met. She will zip her mouth and looking at me or her father to answer on behalf of her if she was questioned. The above conversation might seem too easy or simple, but for me, she had impressed me a lot with her progress. Besides, she also had impressed me with unexpected answer while we were shopping.

Me: Syifa, you stay here, I want to get something. Pls do not touch anything on the rack okay.
SAZ: Mama, I already touched ..(with big grinned)
Me: My dear..

It is a pleasure to have teachers who had put much efforts to train my SAZ. I mustn't deny that I can't do that not because of not enough time or busy, but truthfully due to my less patience in teaching the kids.

SAZ was sent to Fardhu Ain class from 3 to 5 pm. I'll write more about her progress on the different aspect in future.


"I mustn't feel proud of myself for not able to teach my kids as a real mother does. Please forgive me."

AHAR

To him..

Triple congratulations to you, Mr M** for the glorious year of 2011.

May these achievements boost up your motivation (hmm no, my motivation to be exact) which always fluctuating every day and then..Ehehehe..I know you read my blog, but very sombong to comment on this low class blog..theehehe.. I know la my English is terrible..So beware, I feel jealous u know. I'll make sure i'll be at least at par with you, or beat u one day. Muahaha..just kidding..I know, the more barakah position for me is behind you and also beside the kids. I know, i know..:) I should put efforts on both.

So, what about you do the cooking again tonight and I will fold the bulky unfold clothes..Deal?! (kuang3x...)

**Moral of the story, bersedialah juga sekiranya mendapat ujian dari-Nya atau ditarik nikmat dariNya dan berdoalah agar dijauhkan dari ujian yang tidak tertanggung.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda :-
Barangsiapa yang bangun di pagi hari dan hanya DUNIAWI yang difikirkannya, sehingga seolah-olah ia TIDAK MELIHAT hak Allah dalam dirinya, maka Allah akan menanamkannya 4 penyakit :-
1. KEBINGUNGAN dan KESEDIHAN yang tiada putus-putusnya.
2. KESIBUKAN yang tidak pernah ada habisnya.
3. KEPERLUAN yang tidak pernah terpenuhi.
4. KHAYALAN dan CITA-CITA yang tidak pernah kesampaian.
(Hadis Riwayat Imam Thabrani)

Jarang sy letakkan entry siap dgn hadis macam ni sebab rasa diri ni memang tak layak langsung. Selalunya, pembacaan hanya untuk rujukan & motivasi diri sendiri, bukan untuk dikongsi sebab malu dgn diri sendiri pun tak seberapa. Tapi riwayat kat bawah ni menjadi sumber inspirasi.

Para sahabat r.a bertanya: “Ya Rasullullah s.a.w, kami tidak akan menyuruh orang untuk berbuat baik sebelum kami sendiri mengamalkan semua kebaikan dan menjauhi semua kemungkaran.” Maka Nabi s.a.w bersabda: “Tidak, bahkan serulah orang untuk berbuat baik, meskipun kalian belum mengamalkan semuanya. Dan cegahlah kemungkaran, meskipun kalian belum menghindari semuanya.” (H.R. Thabrani)

~AHAR